it has been five days.
great.
i'm like having no life for five days-.-
i'm glad that i din cried like last year.
just trying to hold back my tears all the way.
sorry not that i dun want you to get near me.
is that if get too near, i will burst into tears.
neither do you wanted to see me cry right.
cos i dun want you to cry too.
really sorry about that.
i should have hug you before you go.
but i didn't.
dear sorry.
i'm really trying my best for us to msg more often.
but the amount that i have to pay is very hefty.
very suffocating.
i'm not sure how long can i withstand.
it seems that i'm going through financial crisis now-.-
all i can do is work more now.
so that i will get enough money to spend.
i dun need to worry about you.
cos i know you will be well taken care of over there.
neither do i want you to worry about me.
cos nothing will happen to me also.
you just enjoy yourself over there can le.
hope when you come back everything will still be the same.

yesterday worked morning.
two weeks din work le.
like rusty like that le lo-.-
today din work.
went cwp eat mac and slack with tri awhile den went home le.
tml work.
thurs going out.
fri and sat work midnight.
sun still not sure working or going out.
i want work everyday de lo.
but the planner dun want let me work:(
i'm so bored rotting at home:(
dear i miss you so much.
i love you.