went to queensway on sat with tri xh and ly.
as usual the two was late.
took a train to jurong den cab dere.
walked around and had laksa for lunch.
bought graphic tee and a fbt.
after that went jurong dere find somebody but she hide in the store dun wan see me sia-.-
but ya.
i'm sorry.
i knew why you were angry.
i shouldn't have done that to make you felt so uneasy.
after that met des at mrt station den train back to woodlands.
tri left den the four of us went library.
and des told me about his work lo.
sounds interesting.
but i have a job now le.
plus here short pple.
i cant leave lyk that.
so better luck next time.
after that send dummie home den went back cwp get some stuffs.
after that jiu go home le.

i did the third task successfully.
and i'm getting a step nearer.

ytd worked with weiming.
today worked with sazli.
wah.
today i short 18.2obucks lo.
need to pay up tml.
xin tong sia.
really down.
mood super not good sia.
haiz.

you said you din need me in your life.
i guess you were right.

wed, thurs, sat and sun gonna work at lido(orchard).
confirm damn tired and busy de lo.
i will miss going to jurong.
but go orchard also not bad la.
i can see wad stuff i can get for you.

"Love is patient.
Love is kind.
It does not envy.
It does not boast.
It is not proud.
It is not rude.
It is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrong doing.
It does not delight in evil, but rejoices in the truth.
It always protects, trusts, hopes, perseveres."
Corinthians 13

the 83th day.
the sky is overcast now.
i still cant get to sleep.
i cant see single star tonight.
never see alot of stars for a long time le.
i went and sat over dere.
rmb you telling me that you saw the tree was moving.
the leaves were moving so vigorously like before.
the lights opposite is still on.
those fellow are in the kitchen are still washing their stuff.
and some human are peeping as usual.
everything same except for one.
which i shall not mention to avoid us getting into conflicts again.
anyway, thought of it and remembered how cute you were.
like a little kid, always trying to fight your points through.
and yupp, i love giving in to you and see the satisfactory on your face when you won.
seeing you happy means more den anything in the world.
you make my world goes round.
pretending seems to be a pretty easy job.
as long as i can see you smile and know you're happy.
thats enough.
i dun mind hiding up all my emotions.
i dun wan you to know that i'm sad all that.
because all i want is you to be happy only.
ily.

thats probably the last.
i hate myself so damn much.