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20080717


guess wad my mum just tell me.
she told me actually she got read my blog de sia!
i want faint liao la-.-
den she started asking me weird questions again.
asked who i like all that again-.-
really can jump off the building liao.

wah.
ytd work at lido really can die sia.
really super busy over dere de lo.
den is like i open the counter for an hour plus only den the sales already thousand two.
is freaking tired lo.
den before go home still put 7oo pepsi inside the chiller.
sweat like hell lo.
den we ran to catch the last train.
reached home at around 1.
still got 3 more days at lido.
wan die already uh.
and tml de things almost settle le.
just hope that i din missed out anything eh:x

i did a little experiment.
and the results is great cos is so colourful.
thus my interpretation was right:D
thanks b.

i ask you uh.
wads the difference between the feeling of taking it yourself and having it as a surprise?
which one do you prefer personally leh?
or the feeling of choosing it make you feel great?

bendan,
thanks for accompanying me.
thanks for all the things you gave me.
thanks for all those tolerance.
thanks for your care and concern.
thanks for everything you had done.
but i'm sorry.
for that very question, i have to say no to you.
i know it hurts cos i had experienced it before.
but i dun wan to continue like this.
this will only hurt the both of us in the end.
cos, my heart already belong to someone else long ago and had to more place to have you.

from now on, i'll love you unconditionally.
i hope you would be really happy.

if lying to you can let you stay happy, i dun mind.
but i have to bear the consequences myself.
i know the foundation is long lost.
ever since 18.1o.

seriously i hate the serenity.
i missed your laughter.
i missed the times you were so noisy cos i will never get to spend that time with you again.

the 85th day.
was sunny just now.
but suddenly it become cloudy and soon think will be overcast le ba.
i have request to work part time.
and they agreed with it already.
really heaved a sigh of relieve.
my body work dao very tired le.
i switched back to part time is to amend the mistake which i make 8 months ago.
hope i will be still in time.
i'm so sorry that i din ton with you that day.
a grave mistake i made.
i shouldn't have left you dere.
my empty promise made you felt so insecure.
just blame it on me alrights.
nothing to do with you.
i forsake you because of my friends.
i'm so sorry.
you will be first in my heart from now on okays?
this year one think i dun stand a chance to watch it with you le ba.
heard that you had your own plans le.
hope you enjoy the day den.
dun think i will be watching it cos without your presence,
even if it is super nice i will also think that it is very ordinary.
because you're the one who make it look nice and special.
hope that you had a smooth day, go home early and stay happy alrights:)
whaznx3


就算世界毁灭了
我也不会放开你的手

10:21