today still okay la..
at least i din rot at home..
slept till 12 plus..
den bathe all that den go cwp meet dem..
accompany dem walked around awhile den went library..
watched dem study history and ss..
after that pei her go home den went back find dem again..
till around 7 plus den go mac eat with tri and ly..
after that bused home with tri..
tml think going out with bros ba..

so, this is suppose to be the treatment that i'm getting from you now..
to be honest with you, i'm not feeling good at all and i dun like it at all..
so can it stop anot?
why cant you ever try and trust and believe me now?
does it really seems that hard to you now?
maybe it is ba..
plus the level of stress you are handling nowadays are much more higher den in the past..
so i'm not asking much from you now but just want you to treat me abit nicely but not so coldly..
dun let me sitting there holding the phone for hours just waiting for your reply..
i dun wan keep msging you after you din reply for awhile cos i'm afraid that you feel irritated..
so i can just wait for you to reply without doing anything..
i dun want to have that kind of stranger feeling with you..
it really hurts a lot..
i think i'm the last to you now instead of no.4 le ba..
but just wanna let you know you're still no.1..

things do happened really fast in my life..
1o days ago, you can still tell me you love me..
we can still msg happily with each other..
1o days later, which is now..
we're drifting miles apart..
every msg that sent to each other was filled with unhappiness..
one thing to let you know..
i'm always there, not moving an inch..
it was you, who kept walking away..
further and further..
not turning back anymore..
but if one day you get tired of walking alone, please turn back..
i will still be standing at the same spot, waiting for you..

ps. i really wanted to chat with you on the phone happily and that's no lie.