so, that day went to drink..
expected..
i got drunk-.-
till jia lat jia lat..
cant even walked properly neither i remember wad i said or did..
the wine taste horrible..
i'm not going to drink wine again!
so they dragged me from vista park there to near xh house there..
sorry for being a nuisance there..
thanks for not walking out of me..
seroiusly i felt much better after i cried out..
but this time i really felt the pain in my heart le..
sorry to make you upset..
overall, i'm a lousy drinker-.-

today woke up at 12plus..
damn tired can..
after that bathe all that den going to write de..
den they told mi choice cancelled..
so went cwp met up with them..
had lunch at food court..
after that bought bbt den go tri's house with xh..
del was there already..
so they started reading the horoscope thing..
and it said that capricorns are dumb..
i strongly disagree with it can lols..
but i agree that the taureans had the tendency to get extremely jealous easily xp
so slacked there till around 6plus den walked home with del and xh..
after that i went walking around..
i know you people will think that i emoing la-.-
walked till tired jiu sit down lo..
den nothing do jiu clear my inbox again..
looked through all the msgs..
and that was when the tears started dropping again..
i dunno why..
a lot of things you said doesn't seems true..
why is this so?
are those lies or what?
i always tell myself that it is not lies..
is just that you have forgotten what you said..
so that i wont think much over it or hold a grudge over you..
but every now and den when i re read those msgs, i started to think more and more about it..
i wanted to hear you say that you forgotten but not lied to me..
but is seems hard for you also..
i have seen a lot of things with my own eyes..
and i seriously think that action speaks louder den anything else..
so, the main point here is: i'm disappointed..
9plus den reached home..
bathe den eat den start writing the book..
dunno when den can finished..
zzzz..
chatted with xh on the phone awhile..
think she had some sort of cough infection..
cant stop coughing de leh..
awhile she jiu go sleep le..
after that continue do my stuff..
i'm still not tired yet leh..
after posting i think going continue write ba..
maybe not sleeping le..
but later still need travel far..
dunno can make it anot..
shall see den:x

eh..
other den sorry i dunno wad to say liao..
i dunno you would be sad just because of wad i did..
i dunno wad i do can affect your mood so much..
i'm sorry..

and that thing is driving me insane-.-
wadthehell..
and as for you, you're still terrible..
why no improvements de uh?
i felt so sad for you can ma-.-
don't you felt ashame of yourself?
you really useless leh..
zzz..

ps. cos from your face you looked happy:) and hor! i'm not dumb!