so, i'm offically jobless since 5.3.o8..
sit at home no income de lo-.-
going to find a job next week le ba..
if not i dunno how i'm gonna survive for the rest of the month..
so, slacking at home doing nothing everyday..
so no life lyk that..
tml going out ba..
but cant spent money..
i'm broke-.-

so, after much saying, the situation is still the same..
nothing seems to be able to change the fact now..
i dunno what has gotten into mi..
something wrong with my mind too now..
somehow goes haywire lyk yours too..
thats terrible..
cos i start doing things which i dun use to do..
those things make mi feel so bad after doing..
you juz make mi feel so terrible la..
anyway, actions speak louder den words..
everyone knew it..
i saw everything with my own eyes..
it wasn't lyk wad you say..
instead the opposite is happening..
i saw the biasness..
i saw the difference..
i see that you enjoying doing that..
so go on with it lo..
i'm in no position to stop you now..
you seems so happy now..
whereas i have to wear a smile wherever i go..
doesn't this sounds great..
i know i'm the foolish one..
i'm unable to let go..
as times past and i looked back den i will realise how dumb and foolish i'm..
i'm juz waiting for something so impossible yet i wanted it cos ilu..
this kind of feeling is so damn bad..
seriously i cant feel the hurt anymore..
i'm feeling numb right now..
cant cry anymore also..
no matter how sad am i, the tears juz wont drop out le..
you had reali broke my heart this time round..
i'm clueless about some stupid actions now..
i dunno wad it meant..
can you juz tell mi straight..
i'm always waiting..

ps. tri! dun worry i wont love you de..
later someone jealous den you will tio beaten up lo ;p