so, another day juz past lyk that..
living on aimlessly..
still another day without much hope..
but juz got to know something damn fcuk today..
damn la..
zzz..
if that ever happen i will make sure you pay for it..
i say it and i mean it..
i reali hope that wont happen cos i dun wan to see you get hurt..
that will hurt mi even more den anything else to see you get hurt..
aiyo, dunno how to talk to you now le sia..
lyk so awkward lyk that..
but i reali got alot of things to tell you..
i still got alot of things haven tell you..
maybe i'm not good at speaking..
so i wrote everything that i wanted to say in the book liao..
after i completed it, i will give you asap de..
my heart is in the book..
and i'm gonna give that to you..
hope you can reali feel wad i felt..
i dunno wad to do if that reali happen..
i'm not worrying for myself but i'm worrying for you..
reali hope that that doesn't happen..
still rmb the five days that i have told you..
before this happen thats seems to be the worst days of my life..
but now i'm experiencing something worst den that..
tho that time you are not ard but i know you will still be dere..
but now you're around but i cant feel your presence anymore..
thats a veri terrible feeling tho..
pple have told mi the reason why i have lose out le..
i also think thats the main reason that you have left mi..
but i think its not fair for mi right..
not i wan be lyk this de..
den i lose because of this stupid reason..
omg, i also cant believe it..
you leave mi beacause of that stupid reason..
i thought if two person lyk each other jiu anything also doesn't matter le..
but it seems lyk i'm wrong..
you still mind..
you cant face the reality..
why cant you be more daring leh..
why cant you overcome the fear,,
if you can overcome all this obstacles i'm sure everything will be fine de lo..
you dun need to be afraid of how pple see you de..
i will be dere with you no matter wad de..
the feeling will always be dere..
trust mi alrights..

can ren de bu zhi yu ni li kai wo,
er shi ni li kai le hai liu xia wo men liang de hui yi..

wo bu gan se wang ni de ai,
suo yi xiang yi ge sha gua yi xiang tou tou kuqi.
wo hui deng dai,
hui zai ni shen pang mo mo de shou hou,
qing ni bu yao li kai wo..