sleep till 1+ today..
din went for eng lesson =x
after that went mos find xh they all..
den went library..
use com for 2o plus mins..
after tat went cwp meet wei..
den went to food court wait for others..
after eating left mi tania n wei..
went mos watch dem study..
den xh xl ly came..
after tat went popular jiu go hm le..
bro told mi he chatted wid houyee..
both mi n hw chua tio..
n he say she bullyer lo..
hahas..
n he's not cute can..
lols..
working tml or not?
still thinking~

oh ya..
th fcuking bastard doctor told my ahma that she had cancer..
i dunno he cant understand chinese or wad..
dunno tell him hw many times that dun tell her le rite..
and now she kept crying..
she tot we doesn't know n made our aunt promise her not to tell us..
how can i pretend that i dunno anything when i go visit her..
tears will juz drop down my cheeks automatically..
mum wan mi put on a show..
but it is hard..
i cant see her in pain..
i dun wish to see her suffers all e torturning herself..
it is all e damn doctor fault..
everything will be juz fine if he doesn't say out..
#@%*$!
zzzzz..

maybe i should reali stop thinkingabout u for e time being..
e way u speak, your actions, reali hurts damn lot..
xin ru dao ke..
u will never understand de..
and to that someone..
thanks for your concern..
try not to do it again..
i know by doing that it hurts u too..
i'm sorry..
but u can never understand e way i'm feeling now..
n u can never replaced e person position..
sorry it might be hurtful but pls try to ti liang mi..
thanks..

e slightest action of yours can mean alot..
but u never know..
u are once so important..
now its still e same..
for future it might stay..
please for once tell mi that u care..

confused emotions :(