HAPPI 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MY 11 YEARS FREN PEIQI =]

practical ytd was in a mess..
dun hav enough time to finish e chem prac..
that stupid physic one hai wo spend so much time..
zzz..
today had lessons for 3hr plus..
cant concentrate at all..
at least i manage to study awhile in e morning..
but somehow onli little get inside my head..
anyway mum finally cooked today..
dunno wads wrong with her again..

anyway, i'm reali sorry with what i had done..
maybe juz by saying sorry, u dunno how sincerity i am..
but reali feeling damn bad n guilty after i had hurt u..
i dunno things turned out this way de..
i juz dun wish u to find disappointment in mi that day..
thats y i made that choice that day..
but still u find out..
i'm juz utterly sorry about that..
i know its hard for everything to be lyk in e past again..
i not hope for much now..
for the least i wan yr forgiveness..
give mi a chance to made it up to you..
juz cos a wrong step taken cant juz judge mi death penalty..
that would be a bit cruel tho..
is dere reali no chance of turning bac?
i know e hurt is big n deep..
i know e trust will never be dere again..
can we at least start all over again?
i cant study right now..
u might say i'm thinking too much..
but this is veri important to mi..
but for e least, dun force yrself to do anything..
most important is u to be happy..
takkaire..