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20070917


long time since i last post le ba..
hmmm..
mood not reali that good recently..
ah ma gt cancer..
n e stupid doctor dunno wad cancer is it..
n it was last stage nw..
think god is playing a trick on us ba..
y this kind of things happened on her..
she still 59..
still left alot of things undone..
how can god be so unfair..
zzzz..
i felt so useless..
cant do anything..
i can onli accompany her more..
thats all i can do..
i cant do anything when i see her wounds hurts..
but my inside mi i was crying..
y does she had to suffer e pain..
she din do anyhting wrong..
till now she still dunno abt it..
no one dare to tell her e news..
all r afraid that she cant tak it...
no mood for studying ya..
thanks to those hu had console mi..
i reali appreciate that..
i cant concentrate in class..
can i juz dun go e stupid school..
zzzzzzzz..

to someone..
i dunno wads wrong but everything juz seems different..
i dunno wad i can do to improve e situation..
i reali need u..
please dun walk out on mi at this point of time..
i dunno how long can i tahan..
i'm mentally breaking down le..
please text mi okays..
i cant do it without u..
zzz..

就算世界毁灭了
我也不会放开你的手

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