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sry i m nt here to hurt anyone..
i juz wanna mak tings clear..
i nid time to overcome all e fear..
u can sae i cant face e reality but i m lyk tis..
tats mi.. i m hu i m..
i cant change juz cos anyone ask mi to change..
even if u wan mi to change i simply nid time..
all of it is all abt time we r tokin abt..
sry i tak it too seriously..
i noe u r simply jkin tat dae..
but dere is e fear deep down in my heart nw..
tis is e fact..
n my stand is shakin nw..
i dun hav much time to mak it firm..
different pple tellin mi do different tings..
i m so confused nw..
i m so sry tat i broke my promise tat dae..
i m at fault.. wad done cannot be undone..

many tings reali happen hur?
i dunno y?
tings juz get to e wrong path or stuff..
its not right..
it might b fine n perfect now ,e next second ;
hu noes, e worse will fall on me ,i'm reali lost..
someone tell me y?
i noe i can avoid no more..
i muz try to face everything..
n i noe all those reasons behind every word..
sometimes, we dun hav to mak tings so clear..
yes, we r all tired..
i'm also sick of lying to myself..
tml gonna b a better day..
tats juz a hope..
a wish, an impossible one i guess..
tings were never e same..
tings do change..
i wondered sometimes ,y did i hesitated ,cause i wan it continued..
i noe i'm always wrong..
i do noe, sorry might b an excuse to u ,but tats e only word i had for it,
i wun feel good too..
y muz it b put tat way..
haiz..

i haven been myself lately..
i dun even hav e slightest control of my own emotions..
been in lots of arguements wid my frenz..
but i tink its beta not to tink too much..
here, i would lyk to apologise to all those tat hav been toleratin mi
for e past few days..
i'm reali not in any mood for anythin tat last few days,
so i'm reali sry if i had offended anyone lately..

i noe tat all..
i reali do..
i'm wished tat i'm wrong..
u r a nice person..
n shouldn't b wasted..
tats how e game goes..
understand e rules..
i started understand now..
in e past i dun..
although tats e change..
i will try to learnt..

i noe i broke my promise..
so no point saying anything to explain y..
since i had broke e promise,
n i'm e one in wrong..
i reali c no point in it..
juz four words..
i m utterly sry..

mayb i can juz leave everything behind n start afresh..
i'm causing so much troubles in so many pples life..
wad an ass am i?

就算世界毁灭了
我也不会放开你的手

02:09